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Name: Margaret
Location: Michigan
Gender: Female


Interests: Pianos. People watching.


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Member Since: 3/5/2005

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East Kentwood High School
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SUNDAYS ARE FOR GOD. MONDAYS ARE FOR APRIL V.B.
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"U" Is A Letter, Not A Word!
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I <3 Tom Petty.
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Yes, I do dance in the rain, and sing very loudly.
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Moose Tracks, Kava House, & Stargazing
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Naomi is cool
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Thursday, February 26, 2009

Lace your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna

I though that college would be easy and amazing and everything I ever wanted to do in life, and now I'm seriously not so sure. I'm debating transferring and I can seem to figure out what on earth I want. I've always known what I wanted and I've always had a plan, and now I don't. Right now, I don't like life decisions. I don't want to make a decision about something that I don't know enough about, and then have it affect me for the rest of my life. It's not fair, this whole growing up thing is so difficult and stupid.

And Terry, I don't understand why I can't just pick up and get over him. I don't know what this whole feeling is that draws me so close to him. He's just a boy. Just a boy who's a year and a half younger than me, and can't keep his hands off other girls long enough to work through our issues. But, for some reason I don't want to give up. I just want to be with him and I can't and I really hate it.

So college, boys, life sucks. I absolutely cannot wait for Spring Break. Hopefully, some magical solution comes to me during break that makes me realize that this was all really silly.

One day I'll look back on this and laugh. Why can't that be tomorrow?


Monday, July 28, 2008

I am with the sweetest guy ever...

He's just plain amazing. I don't know what I'd do without him.

One thing I'm worried about is leaving him...I just plain don't want to.

Oh well I have about a month. That's good.

: )


Friday, June 13, 2008

I miss this...

I miss the simplicity of my life during the time that I used this.

Maybe my life will get simpler if I start using this again? Or maybe atleast my boyfriend will stop hiding things from me, that change would be welcome.

The one thing that I do know is: As much as I absolutely adore my mom and think she's my best friend, I wish she was going back to work on Monday and not July 1.


Wednesday, August 01, 2007

I have now seen HAIRSPRAY! twice, and it made me feel extremely giddy both times. It is such an amazing movie in a world where lately movies have lost the happy-go-lucky magic and are extremely boring. So basically I love HAIRSPRAY! just as much as I love Harry Potter 7. Sorry my posts are all about books and movies...AP homework, college apps, and work have been keeping me really busy, and I figure this is more interesting to read about than that. lol

I have to say though that I've regained my excitement for senior year.  It's just reeeeallly weird to think it's finally here. 


Tuesday, July 24, 2007

I LOVE HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS!!!!

lol. It is seriously my favorite book ever.



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